This cute little mobile belonged to my late Mother. It was originally strung with black thread which promptly broke apart once I hung it up because of age. (I don’t think she hung this mobile up in quite some time.) It made it into my hands and I enjoy it immensely as something to treasure from my childhood. I restrung it with fishing line. It is hanging on my enclosed screen porch. The little letters clink in the Gulf breeze as if to really say “Boo!”.
Not Making the Dough, but Making the DOUGH!
I never dreamed I wouldn’t have a career. Surely, I thought I would be forever involved in graphic design or some sort of arts with a stable, weekly paycheck. It has taken me the last 20 years to realize this simply isn’t the case … I … just … don’t … have … a career.
I’ve picked up and put down many things … graphic design, working in a library — co-op — gallery — gift store, landscaping, but for whatever reason none of these things stuck.
Do I work? Absolutely! I work supporting my husband and our company (canisgear.com and 6dollarcollars.com). I bag our products in a pinch. I work on customer relations. I design new patterns for our leashes and collars. I take and/or touch up our product photos. I am the catch all for whatever odd, necessary jobs there are in maintaining a business. I allow my husband to streamline. I facilitate his day however and whenever I can. I cook, I clean, I maintain.
I used to work at worrying how little monetary contribution I make to our empire, but I now accept my role. It’s humble but it is also quite important and frankly, we work well together. We’ve been through a LOT of ups and downs but have persevered through all. I have a new peace within and I’m trying to be still and listen to what plans God has for me.
JEREMIAH 29:11 NLT
“For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord, “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.”
I have an Etsy store and I paint, sure, and will always paint. But with a $30 sale maybe every three months, or a $200 sale once or twice per year, I am certainly not bringing home the dough.
That’s okay. As I said before … peace.
However, meet my latest creative endeavor … sourdough bread baking — now THAT is dough, baby! This is the kinda dough I’m bringing to the table.
This is a garlic dill pickle loaf I just baked this morning.
Deplorable Artist
Mirriam-Webster Online 10/20/21
Artist: a person who creates art (such as painting, sculpture, music, or writing) using conscious skill and creative imagination
Deplorable: deserving censure or contempt: wretched
Censure: official strong criticism
Contempt: a feeling that someone or something is not worthy of any respect or approval